hello there again - it's been a while.
i have had a busy week - from work to gardening to coping with torrential rain AND a flood (though only minor) to scrapping......yes scrapping.
and
LOVING IT !!!it's so good to be home and back in familiar surroundings. i did so love my time in sydney with lousie and bianca and chris.
and also time away from home and the monotony of being a mum and a wife and the housework.
spending guilt-free quality time with my baby girl was just the very best and i love the way she is becoming such a little person with her own unique and beautiful personality. she definitely is an old soul and has been on this earth before.
but as i said, it is good to be home.
i have come to a realisation
- and this should be good for a laugh for some of you -i think i am scared of my scrapping supplies and scared of the whole process of scrapping.oh alright you lot.
settle down and stop stiffling your giggles and sniggering.
ever since i was a little girl i have craved for the things around me to be perfect
(hard to believe if you saw the mess this house gets in at times)
i can remember screwing up a whole written page of homework if i made a mistake on the last line - it just had to be perfect - or if i felt my writing wasn't neat enough.
i would sit up till all hours of the night doing projects and making sure they were perfect.
i never coloured in my colouring books the "wrong" colour - i can remember throwing away an almost brand new colouring book because my best friend coloured in the person on her page using the "wrong" colours.
and as an adult i think that has transferred to my scrapping.
i want every page to be perfect and even though i know my work could never be considered for publishing, i want them to look perfect and i want to have all the "right" colours together and use the "right" embellishments and have the perfect journalling and blah blah blah.
I want to try new products and techniques but i want what i produce to "look" right.
it wasn't until i was in sydney and talking to louise about scrapping and showing her some sites and looking through mags that i realised that i have been holding myself back from getting stuck in and scrapping till my heart's content.
so when i came home i stayed away from my scrapping room for a few days - didn't open the door. didn't even open the bag that had all my new supplies in - it got dumped at the door of my scrap room.
and on sunday i took a deep breath, opened the door and started to scrap.
i scrapped 2 cjs for the
tca dt.i finished some los that have been unfinished for so long.
i scrapped some gifts for friends that i can't share just yet
(they may be peeking at my blog).i used my "special" and pretty supplies to create pages i love and i have so many ideas whizzing around in my head i am finding it hard to sleep
(well that and the mating koalas in the trees on our reserve!!!)i have even scrapped a page that i need to have done by this friday - unheard of !!!
i have stopped being scared of my scrapping stash and stopped being scared that my scrapping won't be "perfect".
the lo at the start of this blog
(and buggar that i can't seem to get it to place in the body of the blog - can somene tell me how to do this?) was one i started ages ago as an example for
tca's weekly inspiration.i didn't have a "b" and there was no way i was going to use the "q" from my bg monograms.
i was so stressed out that i couldn't finish the lo but on sunday i thought "why bloody not" and this is the end result. geez...i even used my own handwriting on it and i don't think it looks half bad.
i showed the lo to mark and the kids tonight at dinner and we had a great old time reminiscing around the dinner table about each one of the kids' visits to mrs melino's farm when they were at preschool.
and isn't that what scrapping is all about...???
creating memories for our families and preserving our family history.
well i have raved on enough tonight but hey.....
wasn't it good for a laugh...???fancy that.....being scared of one's scrapping supplies.
thank you to everyone who has visited my blog and especially to those who have left comments.
i will try to get someone to help my put some links up to other's blogs in the next few days.
i am off to clean up the kitchen and then i am off to pry mark for info about his dragster bike he had as a kid.
i have the cutest pic of him riding it and want to scrap it.
thanks if you are still reading.
have a wonderful tomorrow and may your day be filled with happiness, cuddles from those you love, smiles from strangers and lots of scrappable moments~*~ shazz ~*~