Wednesday, November 29, 2006

STUFF

i have some pretty heavy duty stuff going on at the moment and i feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders.
my health is suffering.
my sleep patterns are atrocious.
my time management skills are virtually non-existent.
i truly do have so very much to be thankful for and feel blessed in so many areas of my life.
it's just this one incident has crushed my spirit and this time i'm not bouncing back and i am finding it hard to be forgiving.

most of all my family is suffering because of the way i am and because of where my head is at.
so i am going to spend, what time i need, to get my mind and my soul "right" again so i can be the best wife and mother i can be to them.
they deserve nothing less.
i know what needs to happen to "fix things" and make it right.
i'm just not "there" yet.

so please forgive me if i owe you a post on your blog
(i have been trying to read all my "regulars" just haven't got the energy to comment like i know i should)
or if i owe you an email or a phonecall.

enjoy the rest of the week
~~ and remember, let those you love, know that you do ~~

~*~ shazz ~*~
xo

8 comments:

Chris Millar said...

Hi Shazz. Hugs mate! hope you can find that happy place soon!

Marie said...

thinking of you. {hugs} Think of something good - don't dwell on the bad, okay? :)

Trish Reed said...

Hugs Shazz, feel better.
Trish

Nic Wood said...

Big Hugs from me too Shazz. You take all the time you need to get yourself back to a better place sweetie. Look after yourself

Nic xxx

kathie said...

Hugs. Thinking of you.
Kathie

Kelly said...

Hey Shazz-
If there is anything I can do to help you, just let me know.
Thinking of you,
Kel XXX

Unknown said...

Shazz, your friends don't need you to apologise for not commenting/calling/emailing, they just need you to take all the time you need to sort yourself out. I hope you feel better soon. HUGS

Tamara said...

Hope all words out Shazz. *hugs* Life sucks sometimes...just put one foot in front of the other and keep plodding along.
Tam